[dated to September 23]
Sep. 23rd, 2013 12:37 amShe's been debating it for days now, going back and forth, and she knows she needs to just do it and get it over with. Nothing's going to change where this is headed, she knows that.
They'd never even slept together, but maybe that had been Saffron's mistake. Maybe that's where she'd gone wrong, thinking if she went about it the so-called proper way for once it would make a difference. But now she knows the truth. Katie talks to her sometimes about Russell, but even if she hadn't, Saffron would know now after seeing them together. She could see how they feel about each other, could see that the way Russell looked at Katie isn't the way he looks at her. She's not interested in trying to compete with Katie, someone she cares about and considers a good friend. And she isn't interested in being passive now. Men always left. Well, not this time. She isn't going to wait around for it to happen.
She's home, but she doesn't know if he is, so she takes out her phone and texts him. Hey, are you home? Mind if I come up for a minute?
They'd never even slept together, but maybe that had been Saffron's mistake. Maybe that's where she'd gone wrong, thinking if she went about it the so-called proper way for once it would make a difference. But now she knows the truth. Katie talks to her sometimes about Russell, but even if she hadn't, Saffron would know now after seeing them together. She could see how they feel about each other, could see that the way Russell looked at Katie isn't the way he looks at her. She's not interested in trying to compete with Katie, someone she cares about and considers a good friend. And she isn't interested in being passive now. Men always left. Well, not this time. She isn't going to wait around for it to happen.
She's home, but she doesn't know if he is, so she takes out her phone and texts him. Hey, are you home? Mind if I come up for a minute?